Inspiration:
Today, finally monsoon arrived in Mumbai. The humidity may increase in days to come but the first shower brings a soothing relief to the soul. While it started raining outside, I was sitting inside hearing the rain play its loud musical tunes and breathing in the petrichor that takes me high. But few moments later the beautiful rainy tunes started coming along with the ecstatic chirping of kids .Then my heart started to ask if we can also dance in the first showers... But I was holding back to go into the showers, for no apparent reason,But I was holding. But finally I did go. The thought on holding the childish wish of the heart was really surprising to me. I observe that as I am getting older, there are more stuffs happening where I suppress myself and not do it where as my heart candidly and childishly keep on asking to do those stuffs.
Today, finally monsoon arrived in Mumbai. The humidity may increase in days to come but the first shower brings a soothing relief to the soul. While it started raining outside, I was sitting inside hearing the rain play its loud musical tunes and breathing in the petrichor that takes me high. But few moments later the beautiful rainy tunes started coming along with the ecstatic chirping of kids .Then my heart started to ask if we can also dance in the first showers... But I was holding back to go into the showers, for no apparent reason,But I was holding. But finally I did go. The thought on holding the childish wish of the heart was really surprising to me. I observe that as I am getting older, there are more stuffs happening where I suppress myself and not do it where as my heart candidly and childishly keep on asking to do those stuffs.
These, following the heart's crazy wishes, are the moments which brings back the innocence to u,s rather , it re-kindles our inborn innocence, which we loose somewhere as we grow up. And later we keep on regretting, resenting and feeling sad that we didn't follow our heart. Maybe as we grow old, we stop trusting not only other people who say they are working for our benefit but also this heart.My Heart asks me these question:
Why is it necessary to meet
Before we Separate ?
Why is it necessary to hug
When we feel Desperate?
Why Do We hold ourselves back
At these moments then?
And Keep What should we have done,
Only to us again!?
Why are we afraid of the world,
When we want to express?
All those actions, moments of excitement,
Love and ecstasy that we just suppress !
Just afraid to dance the heart out
Hearing the song,
And be there standing stranded,
Watching others enjoy along.
Just sitting their 'gathering confidence'
To ask someone something,
A stranger comes and asks the question,
Takes the opportunity
Leaving you nothing,
That moment takes away happiness form the heart,
For the relationship that not even start...
Why does this story always ends,
In 'if i had done that' and in painful regret?
For the steps and action we didn't take
And all those moments we can't forget.
Why can't we raise the hands
To that cold sweet breeze?
Why can't we let our-self to the raindrops
Who clean the heart of dirt and emotional freeze
With Lots of unexpressed emotion,
The heart left at tyranny of such taunts.
This asks the missing innocence in us,
Where is the child in me just gone???
Who laughed at everyone he saw and
Cried loud for things he desired...
For he represents the purity of human emotions,
Innocence and love with no commotion.
-Will.G
-Will.G
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